Maybe I am not having enough sleep to allow dream to start. Nights after nights, after kids fall asleep, after finishing my work due, after spending time with my dear husband, it's BYJ hour till the bird start singing. Do you know when birds start chirping in the morning? 4am. The song of bird tells me - time to bed! There is work to do in the morning (it's already morning!).
It's been 1.5 years like this until today, to my surprise, you appeared in my dream. Manager Yang was with you too. He has to be with you always, whereever you go, right? How lucky I am to have two of you, the most desirable men in the whole wide world to visit my dream. bb and yokee must be jealous to death by now. They might have met you and Mgr. Yang in persons but I bet they've never got you guys in their dreams.
Well, you see, I was not prepared at all. You and manager Yang visited our house with all of my extended family there, my aunts and uncles are all your fans (that's my dream), my first, second, third aunts are all excited about you coming, but where was I? If I knew you would come, I could have prepared some delicous dishes or some presents or at least some skits, but what was I doing? Walking around plainly being excited. YJ ssi, Mgr. Yang and all who is reading this, Easy! Easy! Nothing dramatic happened at all in this dream. It was just too short.
Alarm woke me up. I was amazed, and satisfied. I know 99.9999999% that in this entire life, I may not be able to see you in person. But that's fine. I am totally happy that I am able to watch your works, read about you, share love among fan family, and even write to you. Your visit to my dream is such a nice bonus.
Do I sound like a sane person? Where did that clear-minded career woman go? To me every thing should have its meaning and everything has to have a purpose. What is it that I am experiencing? Is there a meaning and purpose for all these? YJ you tell me, what did you do to enchant me? I have a lot of guilty feelings being like this.