Monday, May 29, 2006
Through your works, you present us your ever prefecting professional skills. Through your public activities, you show us the life of a celebrity. Through your communications, you reveal to us your inner world.
To your works, I support you by purchasing official releases, by watching them with great respect and joy. To your public activities, I pay great attention to follow and track them. To your communications, I want to make it two-way. I would like to chat with you assuming you can hear me.
Today I would like to chat about relationship.
To me, the meaning of this world is about relationship. My relationship with parents, with God also nature, with siblings, relatives, fellow students, my teachers, coworks, spouse, children, kid's teachers and coaches, friends, neighbors, people working in the stores, people I happen come across on the streets, etc. And one day, all of a sudden, I found myself deep in a new relationship with a person I have never met before - you! Bae Yong Joon. Why do I think it is a relationship? Because I spend time and energy on you. What relationship is this? People call this "fans". But to me it is not quite. I love to watch your works just as much as I love to watch "The Lord Of The Rings", or "Forest Gump". I can watch these works over and over without feeling tired and bordom, and always have new findings each time I watch them. I love to read your writings and talks, just like I love to read G.K. Chesterton's writings, delighted by the wisdom they convey. I love to read stories and anecdote about you just like I love to read biography of J.R.R. Tolkien. Am I a fan of yours and of Tolkien's and Chesterton's? To certain extend I am. But still, but still, there is still something more special about you that brought out the unprecedent passion in me. Why is it and how did it happened? I am yet to put all these under microscope. And what exactly is this emotion called? When I heard you put it as "fan family", it clicked. Yes, this is exactly it!
I don't understand what "fan" really means, because I have never been anyone's fan before, but I do understand what "family" means. Family means we stick together (too bad you can't get away from us now :-) ). We care about each other's well being. We accept each other as a whole, merits and weaknesses. We are open to each other and trust each other. We support each other with utmost effort. We respect each other's life decisions with unselfish love. So as soon as you call us "family", I am in. And you are in.
As a family member, first thing I wish you to have is happiness. I am not a mom who is begging you to get a wife. How many times have I heard in your interviews that you are longing to start a family? Am I listening to you? Have I heard you that you desire to get married? Coming back to the relationship topic, isn't this a beautiful relationship that you want to enjoy in this life? Why can't you? Losing your fans? As a family member, I am always with you. No matter what your life decision is, I trust you and I will be by your side. If you do have a loved one, your family will be hailing for your happiness, and will be more than happy to embrace her. Well, if you are still looking for one, I pray that you find one with peaceful spirit and gentle heart. And if you are not considering at all (which I doubt!), enjoy your time and freedom at hand, be yourself and treat yourself well.
Our chat will go on since we have started this "fan family" relationship.
Your works : Dramas, Films, CFs, Photos, The Image Vol. 1., etc. i.e. your acting works.
Your public activities : Donatoins, Fan gathering, Movie/Drama promotion trips, etc. i.e. your public duties.
Your communications : Writings about himself, Discussions of his works with fans, Interviews, etc. i.e. your talks and writings.
Friday, May 19, 2006
No messing with hairs on my head, including my eyebrows.
Read happiebb's comment about BYJ's eyebrows. I was much too much delighted. I wonder if there is any mysterious connection between our minds. I finally found someone who has the same feeling as mine towards his brows. Yes, I LOVE his brows. It has the perfect shape, can't be thinner, can't be thicker, can't be lighter, can't be darker, it is just PERFECT. It sits at the perfect position. Can't be higher, can't be lower. It suits BYJ's eyes perfectly. When he has sunglasses on, you'll see what I meant by his brow is at the perfect position. Look at the following picture. His eyebrow is just above the glasses, such a nice decoration. And I had to mention that this sunglasses is my favorite BYJ glasses. I have no objection if he wears it all the time. Coming back to his brow, BYJ's face is as pure as a child, as pretty as a woman. Yet this manly strong brow balanced it to present an utmost male beauty.
Here is one of my favorite pictures of him. Without sunglasses, his piercing eyes are so deep, glowing light shines through those determined pupils. His dense sword-shaped eyebrows enpowering the slender convex eyes, together with the straight upright nose and generous lips, carefully exposed neck with the deliberately slanting tie, presenting a masterpiece of this immensely sexy BYJ.
Have you recoverd from your fainting? Need some eye massages? Want to see some more pictures of his heroic brows?
look at that sharp brow head and sword-like tail.
look at the thickness of that eyebrow, do you see the strong source of life in him? Hotelier time.
Have We Really Love age or student time? Those eyebrows make his face so clean and clear. I like the shape of his lips too. The eyes so bright, the nose straight and tall. The most intriguing part is the expression on his face, hard to describe, someone help me. it's like - the world is mine yet I am cool with it.
First Love time, young and bright, strong, half matured playful boy. Look how thick that eyebrow is. Always standing out. Ah I love Canyu. bb, please tell me the right spelling of this lovely charater.
Barefoot Youth age, the most handsome young man. The best age for that natual beauty. Time stop! Keep that youth for YJ!
Is this Hotelier time? He matured into a MAN at this age.
Is this April Snow time? Or Sympathy time. I thought he looked much older in AS time. The hair style and color look more like Sympathy time, but the glasses remind me of Renshu (how should I spell it bb?) in AS.
Such a sweet smile. Sometimes his eyebrows change shape a bit. It is more of short and blunt in this picture. I wish I were his brow stylist. I don't think anyone has taken this job yet. Yeah!!! Yay!!! My sole responsibility would be to take care of his eyebrows, change its shade and shape from time to time, a real intellectual and challenging job.
Ah, un-disputable Winter Sonata time. Minyeong is so warm and gentle, even his eyebrow is soft, but still holds the spirit of a man.
Untold Scandal - outstanding eyebrows match the beard perfectly. The most powerful sexy role YJ ever played. See that familiar expression on YJ's face again - the male power pouring out but restrained by the power of self control.